Inside my head
there is light
ideas
to-do lists that never end
darkness
danger
loneliness
thinking
observing
examining
simple things
become complex
the complex, unfinished
celebratiion of mastery
open your eyes
you will see it
it's there
I promise
Who am I?
writer
mother
wife
daughter
sister
friend
human
How did I get here?
Where am I going?
I live here?
Really?
What do I want?
Where are you old friend?
What happened to us?
Thank you new friend
illumination in a dim world
grateful, true friend
lifetime friend
Progress
is there
Wake up!
Pay attention!
He's playing music
planning
reaching
thinking thoughts
he didn't think before
washing linens
developing relationships
making a life
simple things
are huge
if you watch
you will see
It will rock your world
if you let it
Hold up
autism
regression
anxiety
I hate you
let it be
the universe is doing it's thing
without my help
wait a minute
there it is...
accomplishment in minutia
grace in action
success
and then some
behind peers here
light years ahead, there
mind -overflowing
heart generously given
away
he is me
the best
the worst
a mirror
a reflection
I wish not to see
And then there is marriage
all encompassing
all in
fidelity
promises kept
we are one
and yet, two
growing together
falling apart
giving our all
keeping inadequate pieces
he wants me
he needs me
so does he
so does she
there has to be me
before there can be we
without me
there is no us
I love you
I am in love with me too
